Chronic Over-masturbation 2-3 times a day with pornographic addiction and pot (marijuana) smoking gives him anxiety, cool feet, panic attacks, body shaking, eye/ear/neck/shoulder pains, and eye floaters for no more sexual orgasm.

Case Study: Chronic Over-masturbation 2-3 times a day with pornographic addiction and pot (marijuana) smoking gives him anxiety, cool feet, panic attacks, body shaking, eye/ear/neck/shoulder pains, and eye floaters for no more sexual orgasm.

Reader: 1/07/2009>
First and foremost thank you. I'm gonna pour my soul so feel free to cut out what is pure rambling. I'm trying to pray to God but I feel like crap and unworthy of his forgiveness-I've disgraced him. I feel chained and yea.. Moving forward.

BIO: Call me Joey, funny, handsome, athletic build, I used to play sports religiously, had a nice dating life, party life, and a discipline like no other.   Extremely ambitious, etc. but a few events that changed all that. I lost it all minus my faith, small as a pepper grain. A sport injury, then friends I loved with all my heart began to distance themselves, and then one day one of them put me in jail cuz I began to deal pot.   I don't know if I have ever recovered from the betrayal, or, the heartbreak of a sport injury and a dead dream to play sports. I hate pride, I hate praise so I'm not bragging, but my NCAA died. I just want you to know why it hurts so intensely much especially to a 1st generation. When you dream from a little boy in fairy tales, in glory, sacrifice and then it dies, life becomes a desert of pain. So really it meant everything to me, since then my life has felt meaningless until now.. About 6 years since those events, and many others.. I've found hope in going to college, I'm a little stronger, but one thing is holding me back........... and thats why I'm here.

PROBLEM:
Now, I started masterbation at 15 I think. I'm addicted to masturbation with pot-smoking and a lot of dirty movies.   I started pot, lots of drugs, had a deathwish mentality after I lost my sports dream. I lost faith, I lost hope and I started Pot at 18. I might masturbate 3x/day, typically 2x/day for about 3-5x/wk. I'm pleasuring myself sometimes for several hours. Its a fix I need. I'll go limp but being bored and unemployed and depressed, I smoke, and watch more explicit exciting movies to keep my mind off the pain I go through.

I go to craigslist to find jobs but immediately feel discouraged because I know i'm qualified to make a real salary, but have no degree, nice companies but poor job stability which I think is due to my anxiety, addictions, and sometimes anxiety thats so bad I have to walk out on people. So what am I left to do, interviews are 40 minutes hell to me. Now, all i seek is pleasure to somehow balance the pain so I don't end up killing myself. I know I wont, but once I took 6 sleeping pills, I would've taken more but i wanted to feel the pain, maybe it feels like falling asleep and then you die half asleep I thought. I'll take 6 to see how bad it feels.   I had the worst stomach ache for 4 days, I was scared and almost took myself to the emergency but didn't want to make a scene. The pain made me think so much that now I cannot consider killing myself now, ever, ever. Because of that, I feel like a prisoner on earth. I can't kill myself because I love my mom too, and because I don't want to mess suicide up, and because I feel I might actually be able to stop sex addiction and drug addiction and find redemption.

Pot makes me feel optimistic and I hate it, its both my medicine and my poison. My friends don't even want to smoke with me anymore because I smoke till the pain goes away, which means till I knock out and fall asleep on them-it's a way out you know? It's ok you can laugh, i do, its sad but whatever. My bills are piling up but I can't seem to face them. If I think about how to solve these financial problems, it puts me into a deeper depression. Why? Cuz of that dreaded interview, I feel like a maniac and can't wait to get out of the interviews, anxiety SUCKS! I was never like this.

I feel a lot of social anxiety, especially during the day. I hate walking and looking at the floor to avoid eye contact with people, missing out on the beauty of the world.   At night I feel a little more comfortable. When I feel people stare at me its not like before. I don't enjoy it anymore, it's not a glamorous feeling in fact I hate it now, I grow out my beard, shower less often, anything to make me feel like the spotlight isn't on me-and then I go back home if its bad. I j-walk to the opposite side of the block per se.

Sometimes my hands shake a lot and my armpits sweat like crazy because I'm nervous. My feet are always cold too! In public, when I get nervous and sweat I freeze more, which increases my shaking and nervousness, I get MORE self aware and then my throat begins to tighten.

I'm suffering from severe pain in my right eye and experience a sharp pain that travels behind my ear and down my neck, sometimes to my shoulder.. I began having floaters less than 3 years ago, I'd say maybe 2 but I always noticed a couple my whole life.. To be more descriptive.. it feels like one of those long muscles on the side of my neck is going to pop.

I'm very sorry for writing so much, but after seeing so many others with my problems, I'm ready to spill it out and try anything. This is 2009, this is the year that I want to say, on Christmas that I did it. I beat sex addiction, I cured anxiety, and I can live again. I've cried so much in the past 6 years that sometimes I think my eye problems are do to that, just tears and stress. But once I saw that masterbation could be a cause, I felt I should come here whole heartedly and hopefully someone who's had the road I've travelled on can find some solice.

Anyone is free to talk to me on AIM/AOL, my screen name is Blakxxxican-yes laugh, i made it when I was 15. hahaha, but if anyone wants to talk about their problems with me, and listen to mine, or maybe even have an open ear to hear me out and maybe send me links or information on helping myself, it would be great.

I'm here for anyone even though I'm a wreck, and I hope you are too.

Sincerely, your friend.

ActionLove.com: 1/07/2009>

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